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and i spose it was for the best
I'm dying from my own diease.
I'm a villan, I'm a murderer
&& the victim is me
Love? please..there are
cooler ways to cry
Dear heart,
I'll play it safe this time.
no friends, no one, just me alone..
you can't get hurt that way..
i want to end this now
so dreams of you won't keep me up,
but i swear i'm gonna cry.
i'm sick of tryin' to be tough.
wouldn't life be pefect if; sweatpants were sexy. monday mornings were fun. junk food was healthy. friends didnt cause drama. guys werent confusing. nothing was regretable. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow
I'm Going in Circles
Trying To find the Real Me..
But im stuck Somewhere between.
Who i am & who i want To be
and I Know How It Feels
To Sit On The Edge Of Your Bed
Head In Your Hand
Wishing It Would All Just End
one minute you're gliding along ; the next minute you're standing in the rain, watching your life fall apart.
i am a hostage to my own humanity. self-detained & forced to live in this mess ive made.
she sits & waits for the dark clouds to pass, silly girl, dont you know? the rain is here to last. |
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| theres so much going on right now but yeah...no one cares so ill just keep it to myself
newayz....
icons and stuff
  
 it's so hard to be strong when you love someone who makes you the weakest.
Sometimes my burdens get so heavy
And they seem to hard to bear
Sometimes i feel so empty
and it feels like no ones there
Somebody said that nothing last forever
Just a storm so I've been told
But it seems that when it rains it pours
at least i have someone to hold
Some people like scars cause they bring back memories.
I have some scars of my own, but my memories aren't worth remembering.
Mine are from all the times that I cut myself.
Every single day I have to look at those ugly marks and be reminded of my constant unhappiness.
I want to rip those scars off of my arms, but there's no way to.
It's strange really...
The scars on my arms don't even compare to the ones on my soul. |
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| when i get back im gunna go hang out with jason and then on thursday im going to hang out with joo and then at some point im gunna go chill with nathan and then on friday ima see if taylor can spend the night so thats a shit load of things to do newayz i guess thats all
kisses
lexa nicole |
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| I MISS JASON LIKE CRAZY!
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| jason went to his cousins house today so im free to chill if anyone wants to ..just call me
kisses,
lexa nicole
Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed
  
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